it's a little stagnant here with all these lyrics and videos. i shall write something now. holidays been so fast. it seemed so ydae i just went to SP. but i guess i dint really wasted that much of my holidays away. im happy i dedicated one of my weekend days to going church. but i ought to give more i know. its been really wonderful there. the guys there, davis, lixing, fengxu esp has been really great and took great care of me as if i was a little baby. i'm really glad to known you guys, and certainly i've learn alot alot from you all. i promised i wont be a backslider, i'll be faithful always and i will give my best to serve in a ministry once my rehab is 100%. oh, and catching up with people during the holidays. bernie, zhengjiang, fwah and tabletennis people. it's really nice and heart-warming to see familiar faces. haha. i really miss my sji gang. it's been long since i saw haikeong and co. no more KTVS, clubbings, drinking and visiting to different darkspots in singapore anymore since i've decided to lead a more purposeful life. YES. AMEN. but at least we still can get along together right? chilling in cafes, movies, pooling and perhaps playing our tabletennis and football? so many better choices to kill our time. oh, and i really wanna play guitar and learn it well too. really hope i could proceed to an electric guitarist. i'll try even i dont have musical genes in me. well, school in two days time. i really hope i'll be able to do something different this time. my parents had been awesome to me, i just hope i could do something to make them relieve. i know GOD is mercy and He loves me. i know i can play football again. i dont want to rush and risk anything, fingers crossed this time. *really hard